That goofy, fun loving person that I remember I used to be is now replaced with a quiet, cynical shut in. My dream of living in a house I own is forever gone. Debt, disease in the family, the onset of potential wars, and the cost of just being alive have pushed that fun loving person down into a deep dark hole. I used to live in fear of the world ending in fire but now, as fucked up as it may sound, I kind of sympathize with the villains in movies. The world has gotten to the point, in my opinion, that shit needs to burn to make way for a new world. This world is just too fucked up beyond repair. It needs a hard reset. So, you’re not alone. The mental health has taken a nose dive and hit every branch of the ugly tree on its way down.
Monster
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Monster@lemmy.worldto Ask Lemmy@lemmy.world•What part of internet culture is so meta you will be completely baffled by it in 30 years if not sooner?9·8 days agoI’m never gonna give up watching these types of videos. I’m not going to let down the content creators who make them. And, I’m never gonna run around and hurt these creators who put their heart and souls into the videos.
Monster@lemmy.worldto Ask Lemmy@lemmy.world•Are you learning another language? How far along are you?2·18 days agoI knew it! I knew I was wrong but my stupid brain said otherwise, thanks
Monster@lemmy.worldto Ask Lemmy@lemmy.world•Are you learning another language? How far along are you?1·19 days agoI’m using Busuu along with Anki and independent stuff I find online. I used Duolingo for a big part of my study but when I switched to Busuu I quickly realized I didn’t know anything about sentence structure, grammer, or even kanji. So, in my opinion, Duolingo is great for learning words and the three writing systems but not so great about learning everything else.
Monster@lemmy.worldto Ask Lemmy@lemmy.world•Are you learning another language? How far along are you?2·19 days agoTrust me, I feel the same
Monster@lemmy.worldto Ask Lemmy@lemmy.world•Are you learning another language? How far along are you?2·19 days agoDefinitely, I try as much as I can to use the Japanese keyboard and reading in Japanese. It’s a cool language and same, there are some songs that I like that I have no idea what they’re singing about
Monster@lemmy.worldto Ask Lemmy@lemmy.world•Are you learning another language? How far along are you?2·19 days agoAh, I didn’t even catch that. OK then I might be wrong about it being derived from 話す, ah oh well, we’re all learning
Monster@lemmy.worldto Ask Lemmy@lemmy.world•Are you learning another language? How far along are you?2·19 days agoFrom what I understand (Don’t take what I say as correct as it may be wrong) but when 語(はな) hana, which is derived from 話す(はなす) hanasu which is the verb to speak, is paired with a nationality, with some exceptions of course like English which is 英語(えいご) eigo, it describes a language. So, pair 語(はな) hana with 日本(にほん) nihon, Japan in Japanese, then you get 日本語(にほんご) nihongo, meaning Japanese. Another example is French which is フランス語 (Furansugo).
And 勉強 is the Kanji for べんきょ(benkyo) which means study.
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Monster@lemmy.worldto Ask Lemmy@lemmy.world•Are you learning another language? How far along are you?6·19 days agoThat’s cool being to speak and understand multiple languages. I started learning it because I think it sounds neat when people speak it. Plus, I want to go there one day for a visit and I don’t want to be a typical 外人 (Foreigner) haha
Monster@lemmy.worldto Ask Lemmy@lemmy.world•Are you learning another language? How far along are you?11·19 days agoはい、私は日本語勉強します。(Yes, I’m studying Japanese.) I’ve been doing it for the past year but not consistently. I can say and understand basic phrases but I’m far from being able to hold a conversation.
Monster@lemmy.worldto Ask Lemmy@lemmy.world•What nice thing have you done recently that noone knows about?6·1 month agoI gave my younger cousin my Z Fold 5 for free. I got a new phone and he said he wanted a foldable so it made sense
Monster@lemmy.worldto Games@lemmy.world•Stellar Blade on PC Hit 1 Million Sales 19 Times Faster Than on PlayStation 5English3·1 month agoI’m fine with having it on ps5 only. I’ve been playing it since it came out and it’s actually pretty good. The combat is solid and the exploration is pretty fun. And, yeah sure, part of the appeal is the outfits you can get for the character but like anything, finding an earning a new outfit is pretty fun
Monster@lemmy.worldto Ask Lemmy@lemmy.world•Tell me about when a stranger was kind to you1·1 month agoWhen I was in high school I was working in a grocery store for an after-school job. While on a weekend shift, a customer didn’t seem to be having a good day and lashed out at me for not being to find something. A lady who I’ve never seen before came to my defense and stood up for me against the guy and actually vouched for me to my supervisor who came to intervene. That was the last time I think anyone has ever stood up for me.
Monster@lemmy.worldto Ask Lemmy@lemmy.world•What do you want for Christmas but you probably won't get?1·7 months agoTo have my dad and aunt cured of their disease so I can finally feel happiness again
I don’t want to show anyone up
Sooome people say a star is made out of mud…
I wouldn’t feel anything, quite honestly. My parents did a pretty awesome job and I don’t really care much for money. So, I’d be okay. It’s be cool knowing I could’ve had a ton of cash but I’ve seen what people with money do in my own personal life so it wouldn’t bother me.