I sometimes feel if I’m in the inception movie. Towards the end where they enter the guys mind and his brain starts to detect the intruders and starts to attack them

So yeah I can relate. Being weird and not fitting in isn’t wrong. Own it and fck other people. Also, ask your doctor for propranolol (beta blockers) if you have social anxiety. It helps me. It might help you.

I know you have an adguard, but have you thought about ditching those and using pinhole+unbound?

Hope this helps

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