Started with Ubuntu at 12. Did a LAN boot to my mom’s laptop somehow, I couldn’t explain it if I tried. It was supposed to be on my PC. Didn’t work in the end and got grounded for “hacking” went back to it though a few years later at 16 and dived around Ubuntu and Gentoo. Never installed gentoo but I certainly kept trying.

Being able to properly talk about frustrations in the workplace with folks who deny and can do it well just add to it. It’s like they know how to play against my attempt at healthy nature and know I’ll crumble. Being a supervisor with the need of workflow hinders significantly when there is so much lack of it up the totem pole. The trapped feeling of this is what’s preventing me from going anywhere else since anywhere else will be a significant pay cut that’ll end up forcing me in to debt. Gotta love the tied hands aspect of lacking consistency and flow. Big benefit of my special interest being in computers is I can completely shut out the world to get back to my other work by diving in to the digital world.

The last places that deserve shrinkage is the national park system 😔 dammit.

Inzoi is def gonna be hyper fixation now